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Sunday, July 17, 2005

the weekends are almost over. dreadful. i havent done anything really productive except for going to church today. :) anyway we had drama camp and it was simply just games and elections and slack time. was still contemplating running for exco cos it didnt require running actually, it was just a post put in front of me, FOC, sure get in thing, just stand there and answerg some really weird questions which i actually see no point in. know why, cos there weren't enough people running for exco.

blah anyway i didnt run lah, duhh. ahhaa. i decided i will be a typical student once again, in school and devote the extra time that could be put into school, to the YM and ycomm, and deepening my spiritual growth. ycomm will be my primary and only comm thing. :) cos ultimately, i want to be doing stuff that will count. if you get what i mean. all things on earth are just temporial, God's kingdom's eternal :) oh i heard that the altar-callish thing yesterday at ym was quite power, praise God for that! :D

had combined service today at 1030. its due time we moved out of our current premises to some bigger place which can actually house more people. once again it is wonderful to see His work in us, the church members bringing more people to church, etc. i say etc cos there are many more things to be thankful for. sat in for ACM after that. ahh i guess the church is seriously considering moving to telok kurau (AG home). well, if its really His will, then we move! hahha but it is far, for some.

went to little india after that to look for something for racial harmony day. ran into pearlyn zhizhan and weldon there, fortunately. :) did save me alot of time and trouble of walking around. anyway i got a sareeeeeeeee. :) (ya michelle, got you) i always wanted to try wearing one for racial harmony day. finally am. ok i better do my work now. im getting fat, i've been eating alot during camp and just now and now and ....... (i'm going to cut myself off)

i WAS doing badly in school and
it WAS all my fault
i WAS putting only 10% effort
therefore 10%-type results
i have to go for remedials (all cept for gp, chi no remedial)
i supposed i'd have to see the principal
it'll take me awhile to ~~adjust to being at the bottom~~
of course i won't adjust! haha. no lah, i mean it'll take me awhile to get over this
i could do with a good progress award ,year-end.($100, at least) :)
i'm someone who needs daily motivation. maybe even hourly.

"lardeedummm deee dumm lallalaaalal tralallala dumdeeedumm lalallalala"- this is whats going through my mind now, really. one of the stupidly random things. i think i have alot of work to do but im not really sure. :/ and theres chi listening tmr, actually, i forgot all abt it till jeri's sms. ahha. :)

nowadays it seems like i have so much more things on my to do list. so much so i have to write them all down on paper, on a few post-its. they don't include pieces of homework. but i do enjoy ticking them off. nice feeling isnt it. -i did this, i did this, oh yay, only left with this! haha-