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Thursday, September 22, 2005

haven't been online for a whole time, and proud of it! :) haha studying has been interesting. but i'm tired already cos tomorrow's a friday. i'm alright with current work, just that i have all the first 6 months work to catch up on, which is quite abit. slightly less than 2 weeks left. i think i laze around too much after dinner. quit that cheryl.

life's routine. study in school/outside , take the exact same bus '88', sit at the same seat, reach the mainroad's busstop at 7:40pm, speed walk from the bus stop, along that long stretch of road, home. reach home at 7:47pm. i know the time because i time my speedwalk back just so i can try decreasing the time by walking faster that fast. that was for the past two days' ride home. interesting.

i know whats my problem. when i do a test, i can't apply what i learnt. i understand but once you put the paper in front of me, its like all that understanding vanishes.

bye folks, i should continue my sad muggers life, AT THE DINING TABLE.

Friday, September 16, 2005

:(
actually i don't know. yet. but anyway :(
haha i'm the best PI ever. everyone hire me.

everythings mixed now. one week just passed but that only means one week closer to exams. exams were never that traumatising. i need to complete <> x 10^infinity amount of revision in two weeks.

yogurt with fruits. just ate it with those bigger size prunes. yumyumyum. no icecream, YOGURT's good too!

have to prepare stuff for worker's retreat tmr. looking forward to it. :)
i shall sleep earlier tonight, after some mugging. our class girls make good lunching/dining friends.because we do barter trade. what one doesn't eat is what another does. we share :) gingko nuts are nice ok. although they claim to improve the memory and brain power or something along those lines, but i just don't see it working on me. must i consume some per day in order for it to take effect? i love bio although i just failed my latest test abit. i'm going to pass everything! i can do this. i can. CAN CAN. haha. zzzzzzzzz. 1+am, 2am, 2+am, not helping.

there's an irritating pimple on my nose and it is HIDEOUS. i mean it. ew. ew. ew. either due to 1)stress, 2)dirty face, or 3)excessive blowing of nose for a few days. i choose 3! but 2 is true too.

for everything else, it remains in my head.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

haven't came online since monday. i mean, i have, but it was to find some suitable EoM material and check a few blogs. so, i've kept away from the computer quite abit. bad computer. bad computer. must be the promos syndrome or something.

our GeePeee teacher should really be a chinese teacher instead, for really valid reasons.

i still have alot to do. couldn't even study properly for econs test because we had a wonderful gp mock test till late, so i got home very late. i really wish i had a 2nd house in bedok, and i won't have to waste close to 2 hours everyday travelling to and from school. or maybe i should have just gone to a school nearer my house. blahhh.

haha jiayen sent me this email about chocolate, powerpoint form. and it said that chocolate come from cocoa PLANTS, therefore are vegetables, sugar come from sugar beet, which is a plant, making chocolate a vegetable. and milk chocolate contains milk, which is healthy, and the ingredients such as strawberries and cherries etc are fruits, therefore eat more. hahahaha. ok that was entertainment. i love thursdays!

its yogurt time! :) i love yogurt! actually i didn't have much food stocked up. i overestimated.

Monday, September 12, 2005

ouch, HEADACHE
ouch, STOMACHACHE
ouch, my hostile hamster bit me, whats new.
yay, america's next top model :) & yogurt
yay,rain

Sunday, September 11, 2005

once again my house is stocked with food, by no means fault.i shall try to keep them for saturday's comm meeting. then you guys can help me finish them. the bueno's a little weird, but i still eeat it anyway.

i've found a new place to study at home, re-found actually. THE (underutilised)DINING TABLE (only used once in 2 or 3 months). that was the place i mugged at for prelims. i recall myself sitting there with the thick stack of prelim papers and files and sheets of paper surrounding me, burying my half of the table(the other half belongs to no one), tissue paper box with used tissues at the side because i was down with flu. exactly one year ago i was mugging so hard for prelims/Os, maybe the dining table can bring me back to "motivated" days.

i'm excited to go to school for a couple of reasons. one is, i get to see people whom i haven't seen for almost a week now. one week did pass fast. secondly(a very primary-school-ish reason), i get to wear my new shoes. i didn't feel excited about wearing new shoes to school till now. seriously no one gets excited over wearing those snowwhite BATA school shoes to school do they. now back to work.

SOMEONE ABOLISH PW!!!!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

hi everyone. i love cancelling stuff off my to-do list. gives a sense of satisfaction, be it false or not. you do too, don't you

anyway sinyi! truffle's that browner one, not the big fat guinea pig. though its fat too. i'm depriving it of food now, not so much starving, but helping it control its diet by leaving the food bowl outside the cage. i know hamsters are supposed to have a constant supply of food. but my truffle cannot, cos it'll just finish it, that greedy fella. i'm not ill-treating the thing ok. i still feed it. actually i like watching it eat, very cute. but i bet it has adequate store of food in that pouch. someone please keep food away from me too :/

it scares me how i've wasted three whole days. i need to get back to revision. i don't want to say i screwed my promos. i just want to pass with a decent pass grade. given my standards and expectations, that'll be a "just scraped through", please. i don't dare to expect too much of myself. what's there to when i've made a mess of JCTs. press on, PEOPLE!

jasmine!!!! DINNER! one day after school ok. study+dinner.

Friday, September 09, 2005

i've got big plans to bake cookies and brownies and make cheesecakes and all things nice after my promos. i've already found those recipes online. this is like planning to fatten myself up. not good. but then, i want to try making my own yum food! ok all this talk is making my mouth water.

JERI YOUR HAMSTER IS STILL SMALL. (compared to mine), meaning, its not fat. haha. its not even the size of mine when i got it. wait for it to GROW. lalalala.

actually my hamsters more like a mini guinea pig. it kinda reminds me of that cute baby guinea pig on a farm in perth.

COMPARE. the colours almost the same now. and its much fatter than that tiny thing. just that i don't have a more recent photo. FAT HAMSTER. i put in some cereal and the next moment its gone. thats it i'm not feeding it anymore nonsense. eats too much,like owner like hamster. :/

back to work. the last two days have been wasted. how to complete like that. no i don't want to get retained. (hope i don't)

Thursday, September 08, 2005

hahahhaha "uncle mutton" by don and drew was the most spastic song i heard today. for a good laugh you can go search for it online. LOL. uncle mutton !!!!!

got a new zen micro today. WHEEE. cos the previous one had hardware problems. so they had to replace it. got a pink one now because they didn't have the lime green one, neither did they have my purple colour in stock. ok, this new one will save me EMC.

ohhh and i got a new pair of shoes! purple-ish.

brownes apricot danish flavour yogurt is yum! :)

http://www.hersheys.com/happiness/ ---chocolate!

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the day you see me blogging more than usual only means that i've to much things to do that i don't want to bother and just want to sit and whine(in the form of blogging) or i've too much time. now, its the former. got an sms from mdm goh saying i have to change EoM material. currently trying to search for a relevant article. and i havent tabulated my survey stuff/sent it out. i aim to complete chapter 5 by, soon, if not im not going to sleep. because i've been out the whole day and have been wasting precious time ever since i got home. SOMEONE SLAP MEEEEEEE! what's worst- i did not study a single bit today. AT ALL. wow and tomorrow's friday. and i got myself watching one tree hill. :P

i have to prepare for worship, tell musicians the songs, and i haven't confirmed with them! and i have to send serene the PW stuff. oh panic panic panic. i want to scream now, but you can't hear me. no actually i just want to hibernate until november. the thought of possibly failing promos keeps popping up in my head and i want to cry. well, it's an outlet.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

happy belated birthday michelle! :)

hmm, i have a sudden urge to paint my room walls red or purple.
haha i've always wanted to give my room a whole new look, since i grew out of my primary 6 or sec 1 ways. but i think the whole bedroom set doesnt complement what i have in mind. meaning, if i want a whole new look, the existing set has to be dismantled. impossible. i'll leave this at the back of my head till after promos.

~~pw WR~~, redo EoM, schedule comm meeting, ~~prep worship,do DP material~~, econs CSQ, ~~think of something for open house performance, chart qn 11-14 PW survey results~~, revise

just made a new background. was getting bored of the previous one. whee, i'll come up with a better one when i have the time.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

i just started for myself a book of randomness a few days ago, to store my random thoughts that are random enough to be note-worthy but not blog-worthy. in future, that'll go under "stupid things i've ever kept." list.

i dont like staying at home the whole day. i end up sleeping too much. i wake up much later than planned, only to fall asleep after breakfast and wake up at 1pm. 3pm is when i truly start revision, only to be distracted by the computer. computer was so S ---- L--- O----W even though some anti-spyware and anti-virus stuff were just installed. lousylousylousy.

i keep thinking about things i want to do, what i have to do, so much so they preoccupy my mind. so sometimes when i stare at my notes, something else is in my mind. my mind wanders alot. staying at home is UNPRODUCTIVE! i'll just have to stay up later. what holidays, no holidays. econs teachers say we can only have fun after we retire. now study. i really dont think that we can have the same fun when we are frail and have deteriorating health. maybe our idea of fun will be listening to oldies(the present day POP music) and sitting at the void deck chatting, over a cup of coffee. maybe next time there will be no void deck if HDB decides to save 1 whole level of space. blahhh i want to have fun NOW.

i need to study faster. faster. faster. faster. faster.

if only i could "walk my hamster". maybe i should get a dog next time.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

this year seems to pass faster than any other year. and i found people who do agree with me. so it's not just me. is the earth rotating faster? :/ is time secretly skipping seconds? i think its just us wasting more time.

was watching tv just now, channel-surfed and saw "trippin" on mtv. they were riding over some african plain/field/safari in a hot air balloon,watching sunrise. so nice! i want to ride in a hot air balloon too! I WANT A HOLIDAY overseas! some point in my school life im going to get some close friends to save money, and go on a trip together and have tons of fun. of course, theres hillsongs conference which we can go for after As. :) i slept alot last night but it didnt make up for the immense lack of sleep during school days.

promos are a month away. rely on God, that's what i'll do.

Friday, September 02, 2005

just changed my background. im too lazy to change the whole thing. hope its easier on the eyes, not like the rainbow one. happy but difficult to read. it still exudes quite a happyhappy air. i'll try not to use red in future.

my hamsters so cute, it keeps sleeping on the roof of its little house. but its getting fat cos my dad feeds it a tad bit too much. it needs a diet. but its still cute, asides from the fact that its too greedy, thinking everything that sticks into the cage must be food( eg, my fingers). and its got a biting craze. bite the cage, bite the house, bitebitebite.

the past few days have been tiring once again. its so tiring its getting boring even typing this. anyway, there was teachers day celebration, just that we didnt have one on wednesday and were about the only school that didnt. so being the good student, i didnt pon lessons just to go back to PL. besides, its farrrrr.

----------------------something off faith's blog----------------------

1. ARE YOU OVER 18?
- nope and i dont want to be

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
- a picture of my pretty notebook

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
- definitely NO

4a. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
- i dont think anything when i first get up. my minds a blank. oh wait, that means i think nothing

4b.4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT YESTERDAY MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
- see above.

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
- my handphone and tissue paper

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
grilled

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE ?
- everything

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
- not usually.

10. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
- in school because i am such a MUGGER.

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
- 3's limiting. ermmm, chocolate, handphone, money

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
- buy myself some stocks and shares and investments, as well as some bonds so i can earn interest. put it in the bank to multiply until i find some use. some would be spent shopping duhh.

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
- even a relatively loud song can put me to sleep then.

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
- flying insects, creepy crawlies.

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
- both.more a taker actually.eeks i just declared myself selfish.

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- rabby/rabster(because i look like a rabbit and hamster in one.)/taitai(no i dont consider that really a nickname)

17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
- such a random question

18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
- im deprived. of movies. the last i watched was initial d. and i still havent watched charlie and the chocolate factory, im going to go on about this for quite awhile. im not going to watch it in a cinema, i'll bet.

20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- i would have to say CHOCOLATE!

21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
- the hersheys one. about being crazy over chocolate/hersheys=happiness.

23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
-hamster! maybe my books! (pushes specs)

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
- black choroid layer with white conjunctiva, dark brown iris, black pupil. lallala.

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING?
- handphone wallet mp3 tissue

26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
- astronaut, doctor, etc. not much ambitions actually.

27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM?
- get out of the house on weekdays, on weekends i'll be asleep.

28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?
- multi

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
-GOD(in time to come)
-someone else :) :)

30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
- not bad. i went to school, studied, had remedials clashing with phototaking, had to starve till 130, got home late. ok im not going through every detail

-----------------as you can see some qns are missing, not that i have that serious problems with math.----------------

i remember how, in sec 2, or 1, these question-ful were sent through emails. then you'd read through(or not), then fill it with your own answers, then send. and of course there were the quizilla(surprising, i still remember the name) kind which came with pictures, on how you are most like some character or something. those days when we had nothing better to do.

yesterday i stupidly formatted the mp3 so i have to reload all songs again. just as well. the coming week is muggin week, where i just mug all day hopefully. not including the make up lessons. holidays arent really holidays.just when i thought the end year one would be 9 weeks, i realise that there PW OP mid nov. great. how im such a slackier pw group member. not that i mean to be one, i cant help it.

yay! i got my hollister shorts! ahahah luckily i went to check far east's hula and co after my hairtrim. so im satisfied now, though that reduced my savings. i like!