Thursday, August 04, 2005
boring. theres nothing interesting. not really. today hasn't been a good day. actually so has the past few days. all draggy, dreary, dank, damp. alliteration. this entry will just go on and on. i need to go on and on. i haven't had enough.
first off, i have so much work to complete tonight. school school school. it's taking its toll on all of us. we poor children who have to endure the torture of lectures and tutorials that drag on and on. therefore i stay up till late every night (or must i say morning) to complete work. i wish i could just skip school for one day, sleep in, and hopefully be refreshed. tomorrow would be a good day to do that actually.
secondly, i've accumulated yet another sleep debt. i'm really in need of sleep now.
i have no contact lens solultion cos my mom didn't buy, i told her to she said i didn't. i need to wait till weekends for new contacts.
i need chocolate now to boost my sugar level, hopefully i'll get more high and energetic. i don't think so though. ENDORPHINS! (like i would say, HAPPY HORMONES!)
i'm whiningly whiny now. thankfully there are people to whine to. :) but i want to just disconnect from the world briefly. i want to do my qt. i don't want to fall asleep studying.
my thigh muscles, like 1/4 the TJ population, are fatigued. ohhh lactic acid built up. fatigue fatigue. why? because of all the jumping and whatnots yesterday, coupled with the previous day's 2.4km run.
stupid chem test on chem kinetics and periodic table. it seems like i can't retain my facts well. my brain somehow stopped functioning to its OPTIMUM. i switch off alot. didn't have time too. thats always been a factor. time. two long chapters, 2 whole questions i don't know zilch about. 12 marks ok. going to fail yet another chem test. how demoralising. chem test is not the issue now. blahhh i want holidays right now. NOW.
i want to make things for people, write letters. write many many letters. i want to spend more time with all my friends. what happened to the major girl talk sessions. we're all too busy and its all schools fault.
don't feel like going to FOP tmr. i WANT to go but somethings really irritating. don't need to try to guess. haha i just have to say everything on my mind now.
i don't understand integration! the whole thing. mr wong isnt a good lecturer.
pw isn't my thing. i'm sorry i didn't really do my stuff, didn't really contribute as much as i would like to. tutor sucks. sassisics. ok whatever.
i have a thing for emo songs. insert nice hillsongs and planetshaker songs in between. well, thats what i love about mp3. songs at your convenience.
why can't we have class photo taking in our SCGs too? hmm.
i want to sleep. rahhhh. rantrantrant
