Thursday, August 04, 2005
when i said its "taking its toll on us", i meant US. everyone. the class, the people around me. no ones smiling much. we laugh to let go, then its back to square 1. happy for a few seconds, then back to square 1. square 1, 2 ,3 , 4. so many squares huh. oh well, at least we know a group of us are going through the same stuff.
i'm going to postpone my chem and chinese assignments, on my own accord. i know mr ong will understand. as for chinese, it doesn't matter. i rather i produce a better zuowen. anything for more sleep. i haven't kept to my revision timetable and i feel guilty. i just managed to squeeze every topic in, i think there are even more to come. i think thats about the best study timetable i can come up with. but the homework's overwriting revision. there's so much more i plan to do.
i appreciate my secondary school teachers now, teachers like mrs thurai who uses "urm" like a punctuation, mrs lum who taught us to compare "apples and orange", mr low who didn't really do anything, i only recall stuff about "solenoid", hou laoshi who will so lovingly make us tea eggs, twice, and her "hampalang", mrs pang tolerating our funny singing in class, and mr tang wasn't a big help in math or english but sporting, all the 2b times where we played those "possession" pranks and all.
there's so much to do, arrange this,arrange that, do that, do this, finish this, meet this deadline. sorry for the past two entries, looks like i haven't gotten everything out. maybe i should do qt now. i'll learn to rely much more on God rather than on my own strength. theres only so much that we can do, but our God is a GREAT GOD! He'll bring us through, no matter how bleak the situation looks/is now. looking forward to FOP tomorrow. :)
i wish i could concentrate on YM stuff for a period of time and leave schoolwork on hold. i want to do more and believe that God wants me to do more. but theres this thing called LIMITING FACTOR. the limiting factor causes the reaction to plateau. ahhh even my brain is cloudy now, i can't even think about limiting factor without getting mixed up.
