Sunday, December 04, 2005
i've been thinking about this. the reason why i spend too much time in front of the computer, is because i sit here wishing tomorrow will come faster, waiting for the clock to strike __pm/am, where i go out of the house for a meeting/event of sorts. somehow it will speed up time (psychologically of course). suddenly you go "wow its ___pm/am already! so fast", then i happily decide that it's late and i should go to sleep. so what actually happens(or doesnt happen) is i don't get any school stuff done. so if i have somethhing on the next day, i'll start thinking about that, mindlessly continue to surf around the internet, then realise the time, then proceed to sleep. its an cycle i say.
what happens then, on the days i don't have anything on? i'll wake up late (because i only sleep like at 2 or 3, refer above) then i watch tv while waiting for lunch, i think "i'll do work after lunch" you can predict the outcome. then it continues. this is procrastination at its best(worst), when i put quite important stuff off and wait for the time to go out/the next predictable event in my day. i'm bored. nownow, this phrase is too widely used.i'm not bored, i'm just lazy and putting off doing homework. i need pep talk myself again
