Wednesday, February 08, 2006
arghhh. i don't wish to start on chem SPA revision. and i don't want to touch math remedial homework. i want to sleeeeeeeppppppppp.
i'm a procrastinator. i like to whine not wanting to do something. and if you ask the people around me, i can carry on and on, and say stuff over and over again when i'm in these moods. and right now i feel like whining. but i have no one to whine to, i shall just sit here and stone. thats right, i feel like stone-ing. today's the perfect day to stare blankly into air and not have anything on my mind, don't ask why, its just the perfect stonning day.
forgive this post i just feel like talking about random stuff. ok, let me carry on. see, even this line is so random.
theres PE tomorrow again. i think everyone would appreciate it if they changed their programme. jogging every pe session is not a long term solution to prove your fitness etc. ahh whatever. and the longgg speeches at the end of the jog are really quite (yes, unnecessary) amusing. yes we don't want to "sit under the tree until we grow old" or "play hide and seek" no need for so much repetition.
i like the feeling of doing tutorials but i'm getting really drained doign tutorials every break. by this i don't mean that i do my tutorials alot or i do them that much even when i get home. but it's draining in the sense that the trying process tires me out. and it's the whole routine of tutorials,tutorials, tutorials every break. but i know i can't afford to live like last year. that'll get me straight Fs for As. i'm determined to get three As ok. (i'm not as determined as i sound) a scholarship sounds nice but the chances of getting one is lower if there are no straight As because most require 4A level subjs and i only have 3, and no S paper to speak of. this brings me back to thinking "can i even get into a UNI".
just had a look at the bio S paper assignments. being the kaypo i am, i went to have a look since i was browsing through matrix and happened to see that in 'my workspace'. so, just to let my imagination run abit,if i had too much time to spare, i would go read the econs lecture slides and all. maybe even geog. and i would have taken bio S paper if i could. but fact is, i can't. but i still love bio. :) more this year than last. more in secondary school than this, but still loving it (relative to math and chem). i really feel like a goner at chem, and i must say my math foundation is really weak. once again, because i was a big PROCRASTINATOR and slacker in 2005. blame me.
this next paragraph is one on the HIGH side:
ok valentines day is coming, which i really prefer to call friendship day. but i think friendship day is everyday. cliche as it sounds, its true. everyday people are showering their friends with loveeee, indirectly/directly. so everydays friendship day! 14th feb is just an EMPHASIS on that and making your more aware of all the lovely friends you haveee.:) although you'd better be aware of MOI, such a great friend. and a thick-skinned one at that. haha. and this year, i totally forgot about getting presents until now. i don't know what i've been caught up with., i just forgot completely. i remember how i used to visit ikea/arty farty shops and DIY my own presents. even if i don't have the time for that, know that i still have the time for you. :] it'll be quite exiciting in school, with all the dedications and the lalala around. <3!
i shall conclude that today isn't a very good day. ok time for chem spa. i have no choice. :(
