Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i have the picture i posted earlier, the picture of the train seats i photoeditted, as my desktop wallpaper, centred, with a grey background and my dad went , and i quote
"why you put this one, not nice lah"
and i went "what do you mean not nice?!"
so i take it that the previous one of many TOFU was better than this. oh well, maybe he's not artistically creative. or maybe its an age thing, since my peers think its nice. oh well, i like it and thats all that matters.
i was so pissed earlier in the morning that i speed-walked all the way from school to bedok mrt, and back home from the busstop. now everytime i walk that fast, i think of the brisk walking exercise they made us do during pe. anyway, i vented it all on the walks back, so i'm all calm and peaceful now, quite different from this morning. the thing is, i look like i am calm because i don't show it, in my head, that's where all the chaos and grumbling takes place. much as i'd like to "explode", i'll always tell myself not to, because, if you know me, it's not in my nature to do so. but Sometimes when i'm calm in a messy situation, i genuinely am. but the reason why i was pissed is because i was made to waste time, which i don't like, especially when i have so many things on my hands. and it sucks much that school is such a distance from home, the time i spend in school on SUCH DAYS is equivalent to that of my trip home.
i wanted to go shopping after that, but decided against that because for the most valid reason, i only had $10 with me and my nets card doesnt have much left. which reminds me, some two people still owe me moneyyyy. AHEMMMM. so i came home and rewatched school of rock and went to sleep because i really felt like sleeping. and i didn't get enough sleep because i had to wake up earlier this morning.
i'm so addicted to marie biscuits i'm going to turn into a marie (because you are what you eat). yesterday i visited cold storage and bought myself those, and extra dark chocolate- 72%. people who get heaty after a few pieces of milk chocolate and don't like chocolates that are too sweet or just want the almost authentic taste of cocoa ought to try dark chocolate. because dark chocolate is LOVE. you know what, on the bus i actually thought " hmm, i can probably aspire to be a chocolatier"- that is, if i don't want to head down the conventional route.
DP camp tomorrow! :D and i'll try first-thing-in-the-morning jogging tomorrow. :)
