Monday, May 15, 2006
teachers are starting to get on my nerves. i don't say that only because we all decide that we are beginning to dislike some ways of our tutors. each (not all) of them contributes to a little fraction of 1 whole nervy (not in the 'nervous' way obviously) me. i would liken my tolerance and temper to an extended action potential graph (see, i actually REMEMBER my bio concepts) i tend to stay below threshold potential most of the time, but, once you get me past threshold potential, i shoot all the way up, generate an action potential, only to come down slightly later. sorry if my concepts are a little wrong here and there or if you don't get what i mean but this is the best analogy i came up with. and it's not only teachers, even peers can get on my nerves when i'm in such moods.
it's simple, respect is gained. once i lose any teeny weeny bit of respect i have for you, it's gone, forever, until i leave school and forget. but for now, i'll continue to boycott all i can, ignore and avoid and blackface all i can. i know it won't really work but if i remain smiley, that'll be so false. the lengths i go just to ensure i actually get a respectable testimonial. :/
