Monday, June 26, 2006
i just screewwwed my GP paper. i didn't complete my essay. enough said.
i found out that quite a few of us were emotional wrecks for the past few days. we were happily talking and came to the this.
it's amazing how studying, ok not really studying itself, rather, what comes along with it that can cause someone to cry and be super emo. just like how the house is so quiet and you are alone, studying. or how the crowd is at the mango sale/gss/funtosa/overseas but here you are mugging, basically how you could be doing something else instead of having 'no life'. just the thought of going home to study can pull the 'trigger'. feels stupid to feel so upset over something like that right? but hey, sometimes it really can't be helped, sometimes the tears well up like an automated machine. hahh so last night i tried to listen to the radio while studying to keep my mind off negativity.
maybe it helps to find something to look forward to, like a class outing on thursday night. :) wheee. seems so soon! all the better. after JCTs i will do my tys, attempt papers, study stuff that weren't tested this time round, MUG TILL A LEVELS! this is the last test that is going to make me feel so loser-fied.
