Saturday, June 10, 2006
i like picture posts so i'll try to include pictures from now.
we had megaworship today and what really hit home was how i drifted from God (its now become an as and when thing and probably more on weekends but i'm still serving and all, if you know what im saying) to the point where i know it but there's something mysteriously huge stopping me from getting unstuck in the rut so i don't really bother. i think this shows best in my serving in ycomm. i leave it hanging here i'm not going to elaborate.
asides from that, when darryl/betty (sorry i dont rmb who) told us to think of ymers who haven't been coming for ym, i thought of my dp group girls. well, i haven't stepped out of my comfort zone to reach them and yes i'm feeling bad about that because i know what it's like. i didn't really want to come for ym either when i was in sec 1. a dp leader is supposed to be caring for the members and taking the time and effort to contact them,build a relationship and be a someone who's there, whom the members can talk to. where have i been? and a dp groups supposed to be somewhere where everyone can share openly. i'm not a good juggler am i.
and i realise i'm an escapist sometimes. (read the last 2 paragraphs of this post and you'll know what i mean) well, everyone is at some point no? anyway it's just like me to go shopping when i know i have alot more to study for and then on the way home my mind drifts back to uncompleted revision and i start getting REALLY worried. i could have started crying on the train but i wouldn't.
lesson of the day: don't put jellybeans into the fridge because they turn sticky (condensation of watervapour and all when exposed) and the colour comes off
so now, i'll blog about jellybeans.
the bottom states that "this pack may not contain the full flavour selection" and i'm sad because it didn't contain the toasted marshmellow and root beer flavours which are a few of my favs. i really dislike liquorice and wildcherry and sizzling cinnamon. but the thing is you can't really tell root beer from liquorice so the last time i ate these i took a gamble and popped a dark coloured one in which turned out to be liq which i also immediately spat out. ahh ok i shall not continue. if you want to know why i take photos of the container and the beans, lets just say i was studying.
