Thursday, February 08, 2007
the o level results will be released tomorrow.. and you know what this means?! the a level results will be out sometime soon also! i'm a little fearful now. i don't know what to expect, i don't know what i should expect. my two years in TJ hasn't been really productive and my results were way below average. it dawned on me that i have not thought about what results i really want. do i really want 3 As? do i just want results good enough to get me into a university. my heart is pumping faster even as i think about this.
lub dub tricuspid bicuspid semilunar valves all at work, and they go faster faster fasterrrrrr. it'll be even worse on that not-really-anticipated day, it'll go so fast the pressure will be too much for the aorta to bear...
ok what i'm really saying is, i'm not mentally prepared for this, not at all. i don't see myself getting my a level results, i can't see myself in the hall waiting, i can't picture the surroundings. i'm not familiar with this school thing anymore.
so what am i going to do after that? will i still feel like travelling? why do results get released earlier and earlier?!
ok i shall not get you too jittery so in an attempt to deviate (really don't think about it anymore), come, let's talk about donuts. i'm going to order donuts tomorrow so i'm happy about that. if i do bring them on saturday, expect them to all be cut up cos i have to try them all first.
tomorrow is going to be quite fun. i'll have to stay in the office from 11 to 1 to answer phone calls because the staff will be out for something. actually i don't know what they'll be going for but it involves everyone of them. good thing they ordered o'briens sandwiches so i shall enjoy that while being a good receptionist of sorts.
