Monday, April 09, 2007
i lazed the day away again. i don't know why i'm so lazy but i need to snap out of it. i woke up after sleeping on the tv room couch the previous night because i encountered some stupid insect in my room while i was drifting into slumber. then i immediately switched on the lights and jumped out of bed, convinced that something was crawling on my bed. i have yet to find that horrible flying pest but i am sure it was there, it couldn't possibly be a figment of my imagination because i won't want to imagine insects crawling anywhere near me. ya ya, laugh at me, but i am disgusted at the thought of some icky insect crawling on me and all over my room. YUCK. i hope it doesn't appear again tonight. i hope it isn't even there anymore. anyway i woke up and decided (actually i decided last night)that i want a macs big breakfast since i have been craving it since i was still working at the bank. so i got my brunch, then i watched tv and read a book. and i did that for the entire day, on the couch.
so here i am, again, starting to consider possible jobs and where i could possibly go to find them. tomorrow (i hope), i will go out and walk around sengkang and try to get a relief teaching job or something, if not i will go down to changi airport and find a barista job. i have always thought of the airport as an interesting place, where people or different nationalities pass through, where the atmosphere is unlike any mall in singapore (though it still does have some mall-like qualities). went there a few times last year to mug for the As, yup i like it there!
i think the reason why i'm being such a bum is because i don't see a real need to get a job. maybe once i start thinking more about the potential holiday in july, i will get up and start working. but it's definitely getting boring around the house and to think i'm even tired of shopping and wandering around orchard. i have had enough of bumming the past 4-5 weeks. i know i will one day look back and miss these days when i did nothing at all because, if you think about it, i will never have an opportunity like this (unless i become a rich taitai which may or may not happen- the chance of 'may' being much slimmer than 'may not') the next few years will be spent studying, the years after that and until i retire, i will be in the workforce.
i don't think i would want to be a rich taitai anyway, it's about as boring as working. (and bumming at home). i also haven't exercised since last monday. :( and i kinda miss studying too.
